My present profile.
Oh, happy Halloween.All i have asked is for a stable life. My ultimate happiness cannot and will not be shaken by any means, it's just that... it sometimes wavers. D'you know when?When people don't realize what I have to be put through. I would've loved to stay in India. I am terribly sorry if I have given out the impression that I wouldn't have, even though I do not recall doing so.But still, that does not mean I will not justify my actions. Without ego, I can’t survive in the present world, at least not in the other side of the globe from where I am currently positioned. You guys just wouldn’t get it. YEAH, I study in a school where pregnant fifteen year olds strut around. BUT GUESS WHAT? I am a proud member of my school. It's the second best school in this whole, entire, blasted State of Florida, and I’m not going to mess my life up just because my classmates did. I didn’t know everyone back home (am I still entitled to say that?) would be so god damn stereotyped. And you know what? Those girls are my friends. They’re actually sweet. At least they don’t trash behind my back.Oh, and yeah. I do live in Miami. You know, the place famous for strippers? Hot beaches? Dominated by female (and male, com to think of it) specimens who are partially dressed? Yes, I have stopped wearing chudidhars. When is Rome, be like the Romans. I would like everyone to know, I WAS LIKE THIS FROM THE BEGINNING. I changed when I came to India. Well, duh. Cant wear shorts and a tank to school there, can I? What do you expect me to wear to school? A dhavani? I respect my culture than much more than most of you’ll (considering how many of you people have…cough… omitted Tamil as a language and have English alone up). If I have chosen to hide my face, I have my reasons. That does not mean I was trying to make you focus on something else. I’m not going to say no offense here, cuz I don’t mean this to be sweet. For Pete’s sake, never undervalue someone just because you don’t understand him or her. Grow up.PS: Even though I did ask a sarcastic question up there, I WORE a PAVADAI to school today. Well, what d’you know? Oh, and for those who think I add so many unknown people, yeah, I do. I don’t go begging people for requests. If I get one, I accept. At least I don’t have profane comments in my scrap book… Thank god at least someONE decided telling me would be easier than talking behind my back.If you did not understand one word of what i had just said, don't ponder upon it too much. You wouldn't understand if you were not involved. All you need to know is that I'm idiosyncratic. If you can't deal with that, don't add me.Cheers, love and some A.R.'s music for this void world,Ganavya.

1 Comments:
At 11/01/2006 6:05 AM,
Anonymous said…
Finally found your blog! :-D
Cheers!
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